Chapter 001.

I laid there in my bed, as my newborn child continued to cry leaving me the notion of getting lack of sleep " C'mon Triston, please go to sleep for mommie please " he ignored my constant plea and continued to well out his lungs " c'mon please i have to get up early baby please go to sleep " he continued to cry on and on and on so i finally decided to get up and fix him a bottle, i scooped him up and held him tightly in my arms as i proceeded down the stairs. I went into the refridgerator and grabbed one of the bottles i had prepared before i got in the bed and sat it in the microwave to warm up " shh, shh, im fxin it just dont cry " i said bouncing him gentley " beep beep " the sound of the microwave going off woke me out of my sleepy daze, it was now 4am in the morning and i had to be up in 3 hours to get ready for school " here you go triston " i placed the nipple of the bottle in his mouth and he began to suck on it. I headed back up the stairs to my room and continued to feed him. Sooner or later i burped him and laid him down because he was now sleep. I looked over to my clock to see it was now 4:30ami sighed " i'll try going to sleep " i said to my self slowly drifting off. Soon as i drifted off fully my alarm clock was going off " oh god why " i said cutting of the alarm. I laid back down and drifted off to sleep " get your ass up " my mother yelled in my ear " momma please just 30 more minutes " she sucked her teeth " if you wouldna been so damn fast and laid on your damn back and get pregnant you wouldnt be in this damn perdicument now get your ass up " i rolled my syes and got up " dont roll your eyes at me "

I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower water to wake me up completely. I washed for 10 minutes then got out and brushed my teeth and washed my face, i went back into my room and lotioned up and put on my bra and panties and headed for my closet. I grabbed my apple bottoms jeans and t-shirt and my all white air force ones and put them on. I walked in the bathroom and brushed my hair up into a high ponytail. Soon as i was done i went and grabbed a polo outfit for triston to wear, since i was in the teen mother program i could take him with me. i washed him off and put on his clothes and socks and began to feed him, i had 20 minutes before i left to walk down the street. I Grabbed my superman backpack and my wrap around couch purse and brabbed triston and head down stairs " you gon eat child " my mother said walking in the kitchen " no ma'am i have to get going " she eyeballed me and handed me a pop tart " eat that, hear, now go " i grabbed some bottles for tris and put them in my backpack, and grabbed some extra things for him and put them in there also. I grabbed my red Atlanta hat and walked out the door dragging the stoller behind me i opened it with one hand and placed tris in the seat and strapped him in as he slept. I covered him to sheild him from any bugs and placed my cell in the cup holder on it just in case it vibrated.

Soon as i got up to the school i saw the no good for nothing father of my child Maurice, talking to some hood rat " there go your baby momma " i heard on of his home boys say " man i don told you that aint my damn baby, shit the baby dont even look like me " i rolled my eyes as i walked past, he must of caught me doing so because he ran up behind me " well well well, so this the lil nigga here huh " i looked at him " dont speak of my child like that ok " i rolled my eye and headed towards my locker " you know i mean i would help if he was mine " i looked at him as if he was stupid " i don told you time after time Maurice Neverson this is your got damn baby " i said now shouting, getting everyone's attention " who the fuck you think you yelling at bitch " i rolled my eyes, grabbed the things out my locker, and proceeded to class " im fucking talking to you hoe " i continued to walk, i just couldn't believe after 4 years when i get pregnant with his kid, he wanna back down say it's not his, and say i fucked some other nigga, he trippin fahreal he know i been with him and only fucked him those whole 4 years, i loved him and he knew that, and he knew i wouldn't cheat, but for him to call me a hoe because i got pregnant dont mean shit. I walked in the classroom as the other girls eyed me.

" The fuck yall looking at, yea i gotta baby so what, and if you wondering whose baby it is it's Maurice's his bitch ass dont wanna claim my damn son, so if you got shit to say now gon head and say what the fuck you feel " that clearly put them on hush mode and we bagn to do our work, within 2 hours it was time for our break so that way we could feed our babies and to grab a snack until lunch " yo mama's wus up " i turned around to see my best friend carla " carla my dear i missed you girl " i said hugging her " girl i seen you 2 days ago lol " i laughed too " i know i missed you " she peeked in the stroller at tris " oo he look just like maurice ........ he still not claiming his son " i shook my head yes " can you believe he had the nerve to call me a hoe " she frowned " where that nigga at so i can beat the shit out of him " i pulled her back " there's no need in fighting my baby's father, ok, shit im making it out just find, i dont get much sleep though and my momma always lecturing me, but im making it " we stopped at the snack and soda machines "glad to hear that " she said watching tris as i got something " yea ..... it's just me and my little man, aint that right momma's boy " i said placing my finger in his tiny hand " i cant believe that nigga say that aint his kidd, the boy look exactly like him " i laughed " who you telling " i said scooping him up to feed him " oooo can i feed him " i laughed " girl go head just be careful with my baby, shoot i may get tired of him crying all times of night, but he still my baby and my responsibility, i would die if something ever happened to him " we both laughed and i handed her a bottle out the stroller i placed in there before i left the classroom " he's so tiny, and cute, with those pretty eyes, he got a mixture of both of yall eye colors " i smiled " yea "

I opened the bag of chips i had gotten and began to eat them when maurice came down the hall. I rolled my eyes as he began to approach " well look who it is, the hoe of all hoes lol " i rolled my eyes and put my chips down and wiped my hands with a baby wipe and took tris from carla, because i knew that had pissed her off " listen here with yo ol light bright ass, that there is your kidd he looks just fucking like you, i can believe you gon step down from your responsibility when you told her you would always be there for her, and look at your bitch ass, walking round here like you aint help her make that damn baby calling her a hoe and shit, that's the fucking mother of your got damn son, your son bitch now get gone " she walked back to where i was and sat down " whatever he aint mine " i gave tris back to carla and got up in his face " nigga that's your damn son, and i will be taking you to get a fucking paternity damn test so you would know he's yours, cus im fed up with your bullshit " he sucked his teeth " man whatever i'll go just to prove to you he aint mine iight, now let me get back to my girl, and leave your hoeing ass alone " he walked off and i walked back to carla and tris with tear filled eyes " girl dont even fucking shed a tear over his sorry ass, all i know his karma will pounce back on his ass you watch, it's gon hit his light bright ass ten times worst " i smiled at her " thank you " i mouthed and continued to eat my snack. Lord how could i have been so damn blind.